Finding God within is not about following doctrine, but allowing yourself to relate to God experientially.
It's very apophatic, this process, and takes practice to let God fill in the gaps in unspeakable ways.
Worn out and weeping without consolation, I slowly consented to let the light within lead the way.
This winter landscape cared nothing about my previous experience in marketplace engagement or event scenario planning. I was in the dark when it came to navigating my little house on the prairie's first blizzard.